wanderer

The change in seasons was nice

Arctic winters changed to summer nights

Loving you was paradise

But it’s a new season, and it’s not feeling quite right

I’ve been feeling tired inside 

21 years in the making 

But I felt a part of me has died

My whole life a smile I’ve been faking

Travelling alone wasn’t new

Routine made me feel jaded

Boyfriends? I can name a few

But those are just memories faded 

Moving from place to place

I never cared to settle down

Change took away the base

And forced me to rebuild from the ground

I never meant to hurt a fly

I’m sorry, my soul was never still

Love is something I’d be willing to try

Dangling at the expense of my own free will

Before you say anything, just know I’m where I need to be

So if I go missing, don’t go searching, please