i can't help it

I hate being here

I feel stuck in my own mind

A whirlwind of thoughts 

Getting off topic all the time

I wish I could be smart 

I tried so hard for you

My grades are dropping but 

This is nothing new

I’m always told I’m different

I’m always told I’m too much

I’m always told I’m too weird

Or reminded how I’m never enough

I just want to be accepted 

Honestly I'm so done trying

I’m told I need to be grounded

When I always feel like flying 

I’m not supposed to be here

This life wasn’t meant for me

Studying hard and sacrificing my life

Just to say I got a degree